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POEM: Hand Made Notes

October 21, 2019 5:37 am

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Before You – 2002 – in my study.

This poem is from another chapbook-in-progress entitled ‘Exploring Possibilities’ full of pieces written when My Man reappeared and offered a different future while I weighed the risk, knowing my recent past with a different man.

 

Hand Made Notes

black and white
coloured exposures
torn to pieces
carefully measured
moulded
miniature portraits
fruit thrown
into a large ceramic bowl

it was blue then
I found a bucket
without holes
poured hot water
and glue
something to bind
some lemon rind
for freshness
rose oil for fragrance
newly delicate and soft
stirred the pot
a witch’s brew
deliberately changing
my past and future of you

snow flakes of my tears
softened over
three days/years
stewed quietly to mush
crushed
until I no longer
recognized
pieces of wedding,
parties - anything
dresses I wore
to make myself more
beautiful for you

a fleeting betrayal
of a heart filled
with love
with lies
happiness arrows – spies
your other women
who were my friends
thorns on the rose of my myth


Frances Macaulay Forde © 2005

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  1. […] possible entry in my work in progress:  Exploring Possibilities . Notes written sitting by the lake on ECU’s campus after meeting a lady from South […]

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